wassup. its been so long since i last blog? wooohooo. anyway lotsa shits happened and i really wonder why? well let's be optimistic, lotsa great stuff happened too!!

had a messed up day at sim lim on friday. with my baby's friend's boyfriend. shits creeps, i wont wana talk much about them. bloody kids wana act like they are some big shot shit..

come to think about it, i'd rather suffer with my baby megan then being fakingly happy with joyce? sigh. but of cos i didnt wana suffer, i wana be so happy with my dear and i'll try so hard to be happy with her. everything i'd done, i didnt do it before. i didnt try so hard in a relationship ever before. i think she's the one for me. and i think she can see that i try hard enough and she's trying to change? hopefully so. my baby's so real. she wont fake things like how my ex did. no hyprocrisy. i cant stand hyporcrisy. stand up for yourself and what you think. that's very important. i dont like people bitching about people and then try to act so nice in front of them. jsut cant stand these people. posers and stuff, be yourself.

its important not to get carried away with comparing people. i shouldn't continue if not there'll be a long list of differences between my baby and my ex. that 3 months i spent with my ex is so fake. ARGH. cant stand it. lol. shhhh. forget it.

my baby and i are spending great times most of the time. ive gotta control my temper and shes gotta do it with hers. i definitely think that there's no big problems between us. its just our temper and attitude, once we achieve that, we can be real happy?

gotta go call my baby. blog again soon.

my megan dearrie is the best and the only one in my heart.

BOMBASTIC WORDS FOR ME!!

* my S H A T T E R E D dreams_ 4:28 PM