hey hey. its like so early in the morning. woke up suddenly at around 5plus? dreamt of the same dream again and i immediately call dearie. i wonder why this dream keeps coming back.

i sort of dreamt that i'm on the phone with you dear, and i suddenly call out to you and i woke up?! that's when i'll pick up the phone and call you semi-consciously. weird?

anyway, using hp to blog now. my mum's card. the bill's gonna blow baby! haha.

went to read my precious dearie's blog. it was heartwarming. i'm praying hard that everyday will be like yesterday. everything of us will be so happy.

i've never really like shopping with my ex gfs, but with her? FANTASTIC. the 3 polo ts i bought were spotted by her first. and i must admit, her taste's great. i like it alot. especially the white and pink combination one. well actually, she bought it. and i bought her a top which i find it real nice. hmmm. kinda baffled about who bought for who. she didn't mention a thing about it. but well, as long as we're happy? nothing matters more.

i love her so much. i love her expression on her face when she feel loved by me. when she feels abit pissed and the flowers pop out. wham! precious moments, priceless. a smile on her face brings one to mine too. i'm starting to feel that things CAN work out. but i'm still scared because its not the first time i felt it and then something happens. hope this time it'll be different! *HOPES

next week, can't wait for next week. i've got a list here that i made while observing. haha.

waiting for you to wake up now and give me a call? hopefully can go over meet you and spend some time with you before going to camp tonight. 37.5 more working days for me. 67 more days to freedom. wow. gotta think real hard of my future real soon. my dearie will help me out with it yeah? haha.

alrighty. i'm ending off here. will try to blog if i can later. on my baby's lappie.

in my prayers, i just want us to be happily together. in our own joyful world without tears and anger. we won't crumble under temptations. and every single thing between us will be so wonderful! AMEN!

lovesmyoneandonlyloveMEGAN.

* my S H A T T E R E D dreams_ 8:25 AM