heys. i'm back. bought a bouquet of paper roses for her. shhh. she still don't know? thought of telling her something? but i thought blogging out will be better? hmmm.
that day when you fell asleep and did not hang up? i talked on the phone trying to pretend that you were listening? haha. isn't it crazy? i've even cried and stuff. i think i'm really going crazy over you. i've said all these things about how much i love you, how deep you hurt me.. things like that. i remember me saying i love you alot, alot of times? boos. hais. gotta hope everything will be fine between us.
thinking about the happy times you had with all the other guys? you told me that we quarrel practically everyday that's why we didn't have alot of happy times. can we work out something on that? if you don't have anything to do with other guys? i don't think i'll be so paranoid all the time. in which, i won't askk so many much and we won't quarrel. it doesn't take a rocket scientist to figure that out. haha.
i'm kinda sad nowadays. forcing myself not to ask so much. not to do the wrong things. i don't want anything to happen to us.
ooops. gotta go. my baby's feeling so bored now.
god bless the both of us.
LOVES PEARLYN/MEGAN!!

* my S H A T T E R E D dreams_ 11:34 PM