i'm so stressed up right now. u hate this relationship n u wan it to end? i'm damn sensitive de lahs.
i didnt delete logs when im with you. you call me i'll always pick up. i really didnt do anything to make you feel insecure. i dont know. i love you so much i dont wana let you go. you just dont understand how much i love you. i've trying to be a good bf. i'm trying hard. but everytime some suspicious acts from you will pop out. you are too used to lying in the past and you'll have no qualms to lie to me. what you've said really hurt me alot. all that you said before.

i feel so damn happy when i'm with you in person. but off it? i dont know. you dont know how to express your love thru the phone ba. dont ever compare me with your ex because you didnt spend so much time with me. you didnt give me the same love you gave to him. you didnt do the same thing or express enough love the way you do to him.

i'm dying, trying to make you believe that i truly love you. i spend most of my time only on you. what else you wan me to do ?
i really wan you to start believing me. you know how it feels to love someone so much and yet they dont even care? it really hurts alot knowing that i myself try so hard and make you my world doing everythin i can to make you feel loved.

i shouldn't complain i guess. but isnt it better then letting it out all on you? i just told you i feel down and you asked me i wana quarrel online izit. sigh. im not askin you to console me or what. but must you ask this kinda question? everything takes time. we'll see how. i'm starting to feel the way you feel. let me love you and please love me with no strings attached.

* my S H A T T E R E D dreams_ 9:58 PM