is everything gonna end soon? sick of so many things already. u being unfaithful.. lost.. times when you ignore me. meet other guys didnt even wana pick up the phone. why is all this happening to me? retribution? shit. i hate it. but i'm loving you so much that i cant bear to break up with you. i've never swallow so many panadols in my life. am i stupid? everyone says that i am. i make everyone worry? fuck that. fuck all of that. n now you wana run out? shit. i really feel so inferior sometimes that i cant provide for you like how your ex provide for you. im sick of this feeling. asked you to call justin just cos i wana see your initiatives.
yes. you even lock the door to call him? fuck that.
you wana go stay with him?
fuck that.
your hair rebond paid by your dad?
fuck that.


FUCK ALL OF THAT.


seriously, what can i do? did you even mention of coming to my house n stay? all you wan is big house big money big shit. where's your love? damn.
i've got nothing much now. just a whole lot of love for you. i hope one day you'll realise how money cant buy love. i'm half the man i used to be. i'm feeling so fucked up now.




JUSTIN LEE. I HATE YOU. I SWEAR IF I EVER SEE YOU(i know there's not much chance cos u left your balls at home), I'LL DO SOMETHING NO ONE EVER DID TO YOU. MARK MY WORDS SON OF A BITCH.

* my S H A T T E R E D dreams_ 3:10 PM