here i am at my brother's house again. was feeling so shiok when my brother suddenly come back. sians. thought i'm gonna be all alone here with no one to disturb. he's back. boos.

anyway, maple's down till 1600hrs. lucky i didn't come early. i wana train so hard to catch up with my baby so that she won't hafta sacrifice so much eating "small biscuits". LOL. always thought maple was a childish shit, but after playing? well, it's quite an addictive game. wana level up so fast. shit the server. and the earthquake. 8 more minutes to go then can play already oh.

my baby's in the office i think. didn't talk to her on the phone. sigh. she just wouldn't call me unless i ask her to? it's like i hafta dictate things in our relationship. if you love someone deep enough, if you're scared of losing that someone, won't anyone be nervous, or should i say, give so much care and concern? like if i didn't reply you, won't you call to find out what happen? is it just me who's like that? i wonder..

* my S H A T T E R E D dreams_ 3:49 PM