12.06.2006
should i just act stupid? i dont know. i dont wana know. i dont wana lose her at all. i know things. yes its my fault that i went to check things up. u lying to me where u're at, where the salon is. i found out things i dont wana know. i feel so hurt now. u're in your room. sleeping? sigh. it's getting very fucked up now. should i just act as if nothing has happened? god, is this retribution? i gave all my heart out in this relationship but what do i get in return? lies after lies. i really dont mind if u just meet justin outside? i dont know. i hate to think of it. should i just keep quiet? im scared that i'll make u angry n pissed off. what should i do? it seems that everyday is happening. why.. someone save me? someone tell me the best solutions. i dont wana leave u at all. please.
PEARLYN DEARIE, SAVE ME PLEASE..* my S H A T T E R E D dreams_
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