sigh. bad things happened between us.. got in quarrels n blah blah blah.. damn.. wassup with me? or her? shit. she don't even believe that i love her so much which is damn hurting for me lahss.. i'll use my actions to prove that i really do love u. sincerely hope that u won't hurt me. she's in genting now? i don't know.. she didn't even text or call me when she left. i feel so unimportant. damn.. i'm like, ur bf? and yet i don't know when u left singapore? shit. fuck me. i should just shut up n endure all that cos i love u so much. your last message at 1330hrs tells me that ahbear they all also there? well i don't mind i guess, since they are your ol'buddies. but at least tell me when you leave?? argh~ i can't even like get to sleep right now. i feel so empty without u around? no one to talk to.

my darling, if you ever look at my blog, read this.

i'm sincerely in love with you. and please i BEG you, believe me. 'cos it's really hurting when you question my love. i'd do anything, go anywhere, just for you, no strings attached. i'm just hoping that you'll start believing me so that we can be as happy..

GOD SAVE MY PITY SOUL!!

* my S H A T T E R E D dreams_ 5:28 AM