"i love beckham since i was born"

that's what my lovely dear post for me. LOL. understand me a lot eh? my day's kinda fucked up today. didn't go camp. was thinkin around 10 plus then go. my dear's tired i think.. she didn't wanna meet me or let me go find her. didn't wanna irritate her so i didn't insist. but i really miss her a lot. a day without her, i feel like dying. argh.. i think i'm going crazy man. no,i think i am.

it's been long since i feel this way, not with that bitch for sure. (oh, by the way, that bitch's joyce. i do what i like, i like what i do, so sue me!) well well, that's shit, so forget bout it. but right now, this lovely girl of mine really melt my heart. her everything melts my heart. there's this thing in her which makes me fall so deep in love. (??) i'm just hoping everything will go along real smooth and that she'll love me so much more.

ALRIGHT, LET'S JUST SHUT UP FOR NOW AND PRAY!!
[THAT SHE'LL LOVE ME SO MUCH AND LET US BE SO DAMN LOVING!!]

* my S H A T T E R E D dreams_ 4:55 PM