it's been days man.. i'll just blog every single shit at one go aite.

spent a few days out with my dear princess. went down to parkway to meet her on friday. i'd go anywhere for you baby. had a nice day with her definitely. i swear i'll buy the drinks next time k? haha. my darling know lotsa people there cos she worked there before. had this funny feeling... nvm. and i admit, parkway's a nice place to walk around or slack. well.. anywhere would be nice with my sweetie around i guess..

went to watch world trade center on saturday. asked her to come over hougang to meet me first then we took cab over to orchard. she don't usually watch this kinda show i guess. but well, we didn't have anything else to watch so we watch it anyway. was kinda boring. she said she was cold but i'm shy to like hug her? this is just one of the moments i know that really love her. why was i shy in the first place? sh*t. i should've hug her in the cinema. i don't know what stopped me from doing that..

sunday wasn't nice. i'd swear i love her. i know myself that i do though i personally feel that i'm going in too deep too fast. i don't wana get hurt seriously, but i just can't control myself for falling so deep. it's just so hard to cope, with all this guys around. i just don't wana do anything cos she don't like it. if i just ask, everything can be done 'nicely'. i really hope my dear will start to believe that i really love her alot now. no more xingsi, no more joyce, no more anyone. just pearlyn.

so i didn't get to sleep well after that. i went to find her after she finished school. she had a bad day cos of some backstabbers which i don't even wana do anything about. my dear won't like it too. and they DEFINITELY won't like it. but if this shit goes on, i'll make them pay. mark my words. SHIT YOU PEOPLE!
so i met her at 107. feel kinda awkward at first but we slowly warmed up. my dear ain't so petty i guess. i'm sorry for making you think the way u did my dear. so we went hougang mall. went up to eat chicken rice, and as usual, i didn't finish. after that we walked around then slack awhile then my dear and i took cab. alighted at my house there and i went up straight to call her. she gotta go with her mom to see doctor at bedok. she didn't wana bump into THAT guy, and hell, i didn't want her to bump into him either. LOL. hoho. spoke to her till around 9, i went to have my dinner with my best buds. and she wana watch my another gf on tv. or maybe pierre png? LOL. was so damn full lah. i went to tan tock seng hospital to take medical leave. that fucked up doctor? nothing's wrong with my bloody bone? F**K YOU. ask me go specialist. F**K YOU AGAIN BITCH. after that went down to boat quay to find daniel, jimmy and his friend. then go jalan kayu for some serious chat. yeah. hope everything will go smoothly for all of us. my dear fell asleep while we messaged. sorry my dear, didn't spend time to talk to you again. sweet dreams yeah? =\ now i'm here at the mess blogging lo. what time already.. my god.. LOL. gotta go home soon. i'm missing my dear sweetie so much now. I LOVE YOU!! and only you.

* my S H A T T E R E D dreams_ 6:05 AM