back at the mess from the kallang river. feeling so fucked up. daniel's so upset and we gotta talk him out of this shit. sigh. just hope he and his girl patch things up quick. didn't talk much to my lovely queen on the phone. and now she's asleep. shit man. should've spend more time talking to her. but we talked on the phone quite long in the morning thru to the early afternoon. few hours i think. while she's at her uncle's office nearby her house. gotta go back to camp in an hour plus time. i'm like sick of it already man.. later go back can't sleep till 8 plus in the morning then can go back. i'll try to apply off tomorrow. for what? 'cos i wanna see my dear mar..

suddenly thought of my dear's ex boyfriend. i wonder whether i could replace him in her heart. i'll try so damn hard la.. sigh.. now i'm missing her so much.. darn.. what am i suppose to do. again, shut up and work hard enough to win her heart as a whole. damn right i'm gonna do that.

DEAR, I MISS YOU!!

* my S H A T T E R E D dreams_ 2:56 AM